Heartbeat..

The heart that you stepped all over and left

is still beating. and it's beating for you..

No matter how hard i try to forget,

no matter how many new people i meet,

why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around??

i don't want to do this anymore..

i want to stop..

no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself,it's no use..

my heart is broken..why??

Why do i keep doing such foolish things??

i know in my head,but why is my heart rebelling??

i'm holding on to you and can't let go..

it still feels like you're next to me..

i can't believe in farewell....

No matter who i meet,i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty...

there's no reason for you come back,but why do i keep thinking that you might come back??

why isn't my heart listening..??

I have to forget..

i have to forget in order to live..

i have to erase it.if i don't,i'll 'die'..

stop trying to get her back.she ain't coming..

she's gone,gotta be moving on..

she left..she won't come back..she doesn't......

She doesn't know that i'm waiting for her,she's doing well..

she already forgot about me,totally erased me..

why can't i do that??

Listen to my heartbeat.. it's beating for you.......

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For The Broken Hearted

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...


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salam...dan selamat pagi..korg sihat??hrp2 sihatlaa ye..thanxlaa pd yg sudi baca blog aku ni....mmm,aku rasa..aku sgt bosan.tu yg rasa nak menulis coz dah lama sgt xmenulis@menaip :p
mm..aku nk ckp psl apa ek?okla..aku ckp psl kehidupanla secara general..aku xdelaa tau atau fhm sgt psl kehidupan ni..juz adala tau2 skit,xbyk pun.cuma apa yg aku dpt dr melihat,mendengar,menghidu (mcmna aku bole menghidu pulak ni?) dan yg pling pnting megalaminya..sbb kita hya akn fhm sesuatu keadn tu bila kita pernah mengalaminya..perit ke,best ke,boring ke..apa2 pnlaa perasaan kita tu,yg plg pnting kita dh dpt ssuatu yg sgt bhrga d'pggil pengalaman..heeeee...pengalaman ialah sbaik2 guru..org ckplaa..tp mmg btl pun coz dgn pglaman tulaa yg mbtkan kita lbih bhati2 dlm mbuat ssuatu kptsn,lbih bijak dlm menilai mn yg baik n mn yg bruk n etc...sng ckp,pglmn ni yg mbtkan kita lbih kuat dan bijaksana dlm mghadapi ssuatu keadaan n situasi..xkira apa pn situasi tu,main bola ke,main futsal ke,main badminton ke,(eh apeha smua main ni??tukar2) bercinta ke,berkawan ke,shopping ke..haa,da xlarat aku nk tulis smua keadaan dan situasi..smua keadaan yg aku sebut atau mgkin aku xsebut di ats sgt2 prlukan pglaman..klu kita xde pglman,jgn tkut utk mncuba.bila kita cuba,barulaa kita bole dpt menatang tu,iaitu pengalaman..tp kdg2,ada sstgh pihak bila dia dah mencuba n da dpt pglaman dia da serik.dia ckp aku dah penatla,xtau nk bt mcmna dahla,mcm2la....jgn!!jgn give up!!jgn sskli putus asa tp truslaa mencuba (pesan utk diri sndiri jugak ni)..sbb rezeki dan hikmah tu ada d mn2..ALLAH dah janjikan pd hambaNya yg DIA akn kurniakan rezeki pd org2 yg sbar(org yg xkenal pts asala)..(mfla klu ayat kurg tepat tp smthg like dat laa)..ALLAH sentiasa bersama hambaNya yg sabar..gagal skli,bkn bmkna ggal slmanya..klu skli cb,fail..2nd pulak gagal..3rd pulak kurg berjaya..cuba lg...jgn brnti dr mencuba..chaiyok2..kita hya merancang tp ALLAH yg tntukan..ALLAH suka pd hmbaNya yg xkenal erti putus asa (yg baik2 je tau) tmsuklaa dlm memohon keampunan dr DIA..bila kita xbhnti dr mcuba,dlm keadn kita yg kurg sedar kita dah dpt pengalaman so dat kita akn lbh well prepared utk cuba lg next round..cnth yg plg mudah ada d skliling korg..hya prlukan skiiiiiiit je msa utk korg berfikir..bila korg nk berfkir,korg akn dpt tau d mn kelemahan n kelbihan korg..so dtmbah skit dgn pglaman yg korg dpt,korg akn jd lbih ManToPPP...selepas berusaha,korg berdoa laa..then baru boleh sebut tawakkal..tawakkal ialah selepas kita berusaha dan berdoa..jgn berhenti berdoa..ALLAH suka pd hmbaNya yg selalu merintih pdNya...tabah laa dlm menghadapi apa jua keadaan coz stiap kesusahan ada kesenangannya,stiap yg sukar pasti ada manfaatnya...percayalaa..juz sntiasa bbaik sgka pd stiap apa yg berlaku dan selalu2 lah think positif..(igtkan diri aku jugak)...insyaALLAH dgn izin ALLAH akn ada hikmah menanti kita d msa dpn..cpat atau lmbat je... =)
okla..eden dah mgntuk gak ni..penat gak menaip ni kan..haha..mflah klu ada kkurgn..aku hyalah hmbaNya yg lemah,xlepas dr bt silap..apa2 pun,jgn pts asa... =D ..aku mtk diri dl..insyaALLAH ada msa lg,aku akn conteng2 lg dkt blog sape ntah ni.......eh blog aku..lpa lak...ok..ttyl..brb..salam..


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Rahmat Ujian..

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tak siapa tahu
tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu..

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
tapi hatilah yg remuk menderita
mempunyai pelbagai tafsiran..

Segala takdir
terimalah dgn hati yg terbuka
walau terseksa ada hikmahnya..

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
di setiap kali ujian menjelma
itu jelasnya membuktikan
ALLAH mengasihimu setiap masa
diuji tahap keimanan dan kesabaran
sedang rasa terbiar dilalaikan
hanya yg terpilih sahaja
antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya..

Segala takdir
terimalah dengan hati yg terbuka
walau terseksa ada hikmahnya..

ALLAH rindu mendengarkan
rintihanmu berpanjangan
bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
segala ujian diberi
maka bersyukurlah selalu..


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